Whoever said big boys don’t cry didn’t know a damned thing about life. You can bet your last dollar it will find a way to make you holler. Tradition is unconcerned with your emotions. It fills your mind with insane notions that you are cannon fodder next to the gunpowder. So when they cheer you on to use others as a toy, that’s when you’ve signed on and it’s you that’s being toyed. The boy has been destroyed. You compress all of those feelings. But the pressure, I see, has them seeping out of the cracks in your life, like a child, a neighbor or a wife. Whoever said that you lack courage deliberately hides the knowledge that you deserve love and joy – that you really were a good boy. So when they cheer you on to use others as a toy, that’s when you’ve signed on and it’s you that’s being toyed. The boy has been destroyed. But buddy don’t confuse my shoulder as a cold, tall dividing boulder. I won’t judge you if you cry – by now we’ve each seen both sides. Whoever said big boys don’t cry didn’t know a damned thing about life. You can bet your last dollar it will find a way to make you holler. So when they cheer you on to use others as a toy, that’s when you’ve signed on and it’s you that’s being toyed. Your boy has been destroyed
credits
from The Ante Mortem Songbook,
released October 1, 2016
Jack Charles: lead vocal, electric and acoustic guitars, backing vocals. Joe Stacey: synthesizers, percussion programming, backing vocals. Andre Lovrekovic: bass. Erik Secrest: backing vocals.
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